Had a very rough week this week, hard to know which direction to go. Feeling a little lost I guess.I just dont understand somethings and dont know how to fix somethings as well. Right now, Im just here if that makes sense. loosing your best friend isnt the easiest thing to do in life...and thats how I feel. But I know whats in my heart. And I DO BELIEVE love conquers all. so It has to get better.
But on another note, our tomatoes are about done producing for us and we still have lots of things to can that requires them so I hope we can find a produce place or something thats cheap enough. We still gonna have to buy peaches ,apples, and prolly more cabbage too. Really wish we could get our beef in the freezer soon...its been WAY to hot to even attempt to do that tho. But hopefully we can get some fishing in soon and deer season will be here before we know it...those two things will help out in the meat dept. Im just really hating the price of groceries right now. Upsets me terribly every week it seems something goes up in price. its rediculous. been at a stand still this week on the house too. Things we cant help just havent allowed us to continue. Think its driving us both nuts. But hopefully that will be back on track too soon. wish our fruit trees were big enuff to produce more. But that wont be for atleast another 2 years or so. (if we dont get aggravated at the dag on weeds and end up killing EVERYTHING we have to rid them out) Just another *thing* to have to worry about. I swear I HATE having weeds. not only are they an eye sore...but they KILL my allergies....attract bugs..snakes...all that crap that I dont like....OH AND SPEAKING OF BUGS>>> I could have REALLY WHOOPED Chris this week. I BOUT HAD A REAL HEART ATTACK. cried and everything. I think it was Wed evening , Jacob was looking for a movie to watch and there was this HUGE spider that had webbed and was just sitting there on its nasty little web waiting for an attack.....Chris went to try to kill it for me(between laughing his ass off and tawnting me with it)...>>>> and MISSED the ugly sucker!!! couldnt find it anywhere....hhuumm... THE NEXT MORNING.....do normal morning stuffs....first things first,, gotta pee.....so I turn on the light do my business...go to the sink to brush my teeth....get tooth brush, tooth paste, look in the mirror....(all while standing and leaning over the sink)...look down to turn on the water....UGLY SUCKER WEBBED UP AND LOOKING AT ME WITH ITS FRONT TWO LEGGS UP IN ATTACK MODE...........IT WAS SO BIG IT WAS LARGER THAN THE DRAIN HOLE!!!!! I screamed ...bout fell over the bath tub backing away from it....and started crying....ALL THE WHILE CHRIS is sitting in the living room...CRACKING UP. ASs HOLE seen it in the sink first when he was in there and left it ON PURPOSE to scare me. NEXT TIME......(there better not be one by the way) there will be a pay back...... he doesnt like snakes ya know............... It still creeps me out when I see that thing in my mind....ugh...just ugh......... But I do feel better now....missin my hubby.want to leave this place and want to go home to the mean ass. <3 <3 <3
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